Warmth of Strength
One of the most terrible feeling is the sense of loss; especially being left by the person whom you devoted too. It hurts when they act like nothing has happen in the past where as at the back of your mind, you know that they are trying to prevent the feeling to come and conquer their emotion by hiding it deep behind the thorny bar of prison.
All traces of relationship has been deleted or remove from their part and the only thing that is left is their trace of existence in yours; in which they are eagerly tries to put it out into oblivion.
But you do not want to do so as you believe it is temporary, that everything will be fine although deep inside you realize that it is unfixable but faith and hope keep on pushing you to believe that they will return. You want to keep their existence you believe that is not over yet until you said it is definitely over because a relationship involves two person who initially wants to be together. A relationship is not a ship where one could act as a captain. It needs two way consents in order for a decision to finalize.
The wreckage of your heart causes tremendous amount of pain but as it gets much more painful, strength to combat the challenge will rise and it completely wiping out the entire pain until you feel nothing but blinding. When it occur, do not look back. Full steam ahead and you might found what you have been lost in those between of time.
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