Psyche
It totally caught you off guard. It makes you tremble from the inside and at anytime, at any moment painful tears would made their way out. In another partition of thought, you were right after all; the distance, the silence, the eagerness; it all made sense now. For the entire period, you have been lied by the person whom you love the most, whom you give your heart and trust to.
Enough of being lied to but knowing it all from a third person makes you feel that you are not worthy to be told the truth. Hence, it answers all this time upon why he keeps on tabbing on your mistakes; without any deep discussion; threatening to end the relationship but you tried your best to prevent it by keeping on being a hot head to dismiss the issue every time it is being brought up.
He asked you why you keep on mentioning his guilt as what has happened, has happened. The reason is because he could not face his own guilt without actually facing you at the same time. There is no apology, no closure and no deep explanation; he just left living you in a situation where you keep on chasing, believing it is reversible where as he smile and laugh without any remorse.
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