Hope, Pray, Wish & Answer
As a human being, it is the norm of nature having an affection to someone who we want to be with. That particular someone who want to be in a relationship with. The person whom you will say “I do”. Deep inside, you definitely know that she is the one. Texts and emails between both of you become the habit when one wake up in the mist of morning bird chirping.
You cannot help yourself but to adore her afar as you might afraid any bold move you portray will make her stay out from you. Pity but that is the only way of knowing her just by seeing her; even it just a glimpse but a sight of her really could made your day.
When there is a will, there is a way. You will try everything to let her know about your feelings towards her. When she is confronting an obstacles, you are there. By a time she have a problem, she will seek for you. During a midnight blues, you are there to entertain her.
There is no name calling. It is only “you” and “me”. Perhaps for her calling a guy is normal but for him; a girl addressing him likewise means a deep connection has been tied. It shows there is no boundaries between the girl and him; a sign for him to explore further.
Her beautiful personality drawn him in the ambiguous sea of romance. The way she stare electrify him. Her smile could make his day bright despite anything bad happen throughout the day. A voice that he would keep every each of words being utter by her in the gardens of memories.
“She is the one.” he whispered to himself as the affection becoming stronger by days. People do talk about her and he is aware of that but let the past be the past as only the future is the only thing that is important to him. She is the girl that he wants to slide a ring to her finger and calling her as “mine”.
Unfortunately, the girl has a criteria that he cannot surpass; something which is beyond his limit, ability, flesh and blood. At first he was stoke and at a point of giving up. But he would die trying and putting all of the effort rather seeing her lose to someone else without the effort of trying. None the less, he will keep on waiting because of his dream; being the girl’s last.
He knows his feelings to the girl is true and on the other side, the girl knew about the guy’s feeling. She contemplated but something is more important has to be prioritize and the only thing that matters for her now is to achieve her dream.
“Let it be for now” he said. First priority is to be a complete man; a career, good lifestyle and financially stable to be cross from the criteria list. Girl’s preferences would change according to time. First, they would attract to bad boy. Then drawn to a jerk. But a guy of her dream to be a husband is a guy who could support her; not being a materialistic, no; but as an assurance as she would devote herself, her soul and her entire life for the husband.
He wants to be her last. So let it be for now as she wants to explore the world, to go through every possibilities and experience life because in the end, she ended up knowing to which type of guy that she wants to settle down with. She would not go for looks, money, bloodline, royalty nor background. All she seeks is “assurance” and he will wait, bidding his time as the girl is the girl he love the most.
Here, he promise that he would treat the girl right if she accept his heart to be put side by side with hers’. He would love her as he would love himself. He would protect her more than he protect himself. All of it because of love; that made him a place in heaven for she will be there with him too.
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