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Hope, Strength & Will

Just that one person.

Only that one person who could give you the motivation to move forward without her realizing it. Such an impact to a person who needs the dire need to leave the dark damp cave that has been finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel; only an angel could do that.

Differences in a lineage; definitely; but it is the bond that never break loose wrapping warmly for the person who have given out to dance their fingers on the alphabets and numerical. Both of her beauty and intellectuality defines to whom an inspiration arose; seeing through her eyes will make a person’s day feel like their last; as such overwhelm feelings are never being the same with another person.

Her sultry voice, her gaze when you caught her looking at you, her cherry lips smiles as you make her laugh and the deep connection between both hearts that just could not being define by words; from that moment, you know in definite that this is the person whom you never want to loose hope for, that you would never leave despite anything and that someone whom you know is worth to fight for.

A special day to her is an annual celebration for you, her laugh being the fireworks and her gratitude to your effort is a million of stars fall to your heart; that sensation of being part of her; one could not define.

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Presence

Here I am, sitting in the centre of the field trying my best to feel the sensation that you gave me and mercilessly destroy it. It has been a while yet the pain is there. The pain of thoughts losing you without myself knowing it. The signs were there but I choose to ignore it because I believe in trust and communication in a relationship.

A year ago, midnight phone calls and endless text became our routine. I never make you to feel that you are lonely; as I want to continue be beside you; to make you feel my presence everywhere, every time, every moment, every gesture and with every breath; I want you to know I’m there.

I miss your smile, you laugh and your scent. I miss to look deeply in your eyes and utter “I love you.” and that whisper to my ears is the most beautiful rhythm I ever listen; “I love you too.”. My favourite move is hugging you tight in my arms and never to let go. Kissing your lips over and over again was and still is my thing to do.

We love each other's sleepy voice. Often, we tease each other during phone calls and I would treat your silence as a queue for me to be the other half; comforting and putting the faith in you. I would never do anything that might and could hurt you; if I did, it was intentionally.

Deep inside this heart, I’m always yours. My love would never change. Despite the amount of pain that you deliver when you hurt me, I never see it as a flaw. Everyday, I keep on and continuing recalling our conversations, laughs, arguments, jealousy and in the end I asked myself, “What went wrong?”.

I believe you still remember these words from me, “I see what others cannot see” and there is a reason upon why there are restriction from me about some of the people that surrounds you when I’m gone; in which in the end that alter our journey.

I see you as my future as I too believe you would be the hand I would hold for marriage. Thinking a future with you is the ultimatum of my dedication and commitment that I never did to any people; except for you. I chose you because being with you brings out the best of me. Loving you is the best thing that ever happened to me and to be separated with you is the most painful experience to me before death.

In a heartbeat, I would kiss you. In a breath, I would hug you. In a sight, I would marry you as my dear Scorpenette, I want to have a future with you; to face the challenge together, to get old together and to create a life together. As here I am, wishing for your return as my life gift present.

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Kina: Eastern Rose of Liverpool

Here is a story about a beautiful petite young girl who loves to wonder around the Forbidden Forest; adventure and danger is her second name.

She fought with trolls, riding on unicorns, flying on a Pegasus, visiting the fairies and leading on a war alongside the Centaurs. She battled the fierce dragon and ending the life of the dark wizard in order to protect her magical tower shines the light of Elise; the light of life; as it is the source of serenity in her land.

When you know her deeply enough, you will realize that she is not like other girl that you met before. She have a heart purer than Snow White, intelligence beyond genius, owns a beautiful soul that shines from heaven and a smile that could end up a war.

Perhaps she is being separated by distance from her love ones; families, relationship and friendships; but the bond is stronger than anything ever cease to exist in this world that only the Almighty can out it out; but He is very kind as she is one faithful person.

As the stories goes on, she is on her way to become a better person; not just to herself but also include to all people who supports her all along; from the greatest person who took care of her since she was a little baby to the person whom loves her as the relationships will be a forever greatest tale that could shun Romeo and Juliet together with Jack and Rose mystify fairy tale.

This is a story about a beautiful petite young girl who loves to wonder around people’s heart leaving her mark; once she enter, the memories will not fade. Her magical touch is beyond anything that could ever exist in this world for so she is the gift from Him to the world.

Happy birthday, Kina; my dear lovely greatest friend; a person whom my life accept her as a family in heart. Seven seas and six continents would be able to take away things that we currently have; a friendship that is stronger, shinier and more valuable than a diamond from heaven.

Never we will loose each other; and this I promise you.