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Pluviophile

“Rain rain, go away. Come again another day” as little kids whom building a sand castle right at the beach muttered when she saw a big dark cloud accumulating at the sea side.

Minutes later, everyone running to the nearest shelter; whether to their car, dash to the nearest store or underneath the shack’s umbrella; not one single person who wants to have a contact with the most purest scene of earth. Each of the person within the vicinity hoping the rain would not ruin their day of enjoying their favourite past time with their family, friends nor love ones.

In the woods, a girl clamoring underneath the trees as her bare foot feet stepping to the mushy ground and her laugh fills the air. As she close her eyes and feel the chill of each drop of rain hitting her face, she wish it would stay and last. Nor she wants it to go away, nor she would let the cloud to leave; dancing in the pile and laughing all the way is her most favourite past time; as she believe the rain is there to say hello and intend not to let it away.

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Sleepless Night

There it was, the darkness fills in the space with shimmering stars and moonlight. The sound of the chirping birds has been replaced by the sound of the late night owl calling its longing to the moon; the origin its kind. As the night cloud covering the moon, so has the sound of the owl; as the thing that it wanted has been taken away.

And there is me; lying on my bed, covering myself with the couverture; gazing out my window looking upon the stars. As I heard the grandfather clock in the living chimes three times, I know it is late yet my eyes decided to have its own time fascinating to the night sky.

There it was, a shooting star. I was excited, I was thrilled and inside me filled up with joy. It took me around five seconds for my mind reminding itself to make a wish. So I clutched both of my hand and put it o my chest as I close my eyes; wishing about you, for you and being with you; pure silence surrounds me. 

And when I finally open up my eyes, there was no more night, no more starts, no more moonlight and no owl. All has been replaced by the view of the sun rising and the birds chirping welcoming the day. It is one night that I felt short in time.

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February End Wishes

“At the time you go along, you will find poisoned roses. You can never determine any of those unless you churn the petals. Good luck.” as the November Scorpenette telling to the person who she might leave in a moment.

These words might not be utter at the present as it is meant to be preserve for the future; the reason she might not say it on the first place. Perhaps she will spill it in the next few months time but as for now, it is meant to be keep behind the beautiful lips of hers.

A risk being taken as what her own words telling the story by its own. She took the leap of faith and putting a huge risk not just to herself but also to people around her. She is definitely in uncertainty and the steps she took might hurt the person whom she respect, care and love.

As she hold Gemini’s hands, she told Gemini that she might not return because once she made the leap, there is no such thing as turning back. Gemini knew that she want to leave because her uncertainty must be solve and November Scorpenette will not found the answer if she is still with Gemini.

Letting go is the most hurtful part as two pair of hands is apart so she could run to her uncertainty which for her could answer her questions. Deep down in her heart; she whispered that if the uncertainty does fails her; she would keep on looking forward; no turning back; and hoping Gemini would wait for her in the finishing line.

Never she knew Gemini could hear her heart whispered. Hence, he is now there…at the finishing line; patiently waiting and look up upon the horizon seeking November Scorpenette at perspective point ready to hug her tight and blissful kisses.

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Anniversary

Since the day that both of you finally found each other, never you let the beauty of the relationship go away. Calls, texting and all kinds of communication has been capitalized.

Kissing, cuddling and making love would be the routine every Sunday morning when he visited your place and there you are, resting your head on his chest; listening to his heart beat; the most favourite rhythm of yours.

A year has passed by but the honeymoon period is still exist in the relationship. Kisses keeps on landing on your lips. Hugs never feel tighter from anyone except from him. Making love is still be the best activity every night.

Cherish the moment and be happy with each other. As the lady of November met the guy of May, the love is strongly exist. It would never cease to oblivion.

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Leaving 2013

Challenges can appear in many shapes and forms. Most people could endure the physical obstacles, have bruises all over their body and yet, they still survive. Some people could be torture intensively yet the firm believe that they possess would never change or to be alter. But when it is about emotional challenges, no one could survive entirely from being suck into its monstrous whirl. If you do survive, you will be barely able to breath as it suffocates by filling your lungs with all the problems you have. If you do survive, in a way it does not kill you. Instead, it will make you stronger.

Universally, everyone are afraid of loss. Afraid of loosing something which have a sentimental value to you is one thing. When we realize that we lost it, we would turn the earth upside down because during that moment, thoughts is running in our head. We try to ease ourselves by saying we might perhaps misplace it and at the same time all the sentimental memories are replaying in your mind.

How about if you loose a best friend, a true friend and a lover in one blow? Could your emotion could cope and bear with the cancerous pain that you have go throughout the year? Apology and reconciliation could make a difference but what if the other side refuse to accept the sincerity? And sometimes you have to accept things would not be the same as it was.

Thus, approaching new year, leave those bitter memories behind but bring hope and faith with you because possibilities of those persons returning into your life is still there. Only now, you have to use going through your life in the new chapter without them in the mean time. They will be back, they will return and when they do, they will stick and stay around forever.

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Dear December

Dear December,

 

When you came by the stroke of midnight, I’m welcoming you with open hearts because for me you are the most special month for me. Forget about Christmas, forget about the presents, forget about the snow, forget about the candies forget about Santa because December, all I wish is only one thing; for this year end with a happy ending.

 

There were a lot of heartbreaking, a lot of tears, a lot of difficulties, a lot of challenge and a lot of uncertainties faced me this year and I’m tired….I’m tired to go through it all. But when you came, you give me the strength to continue and to pursue my dream and to take care the ones whom I love.

 

Although I could feel there is a distance between him and I and somehow he try to avoid me; up until I wonder throughout the day either he is alright? Is he good? Is he okay? No text, no calls for days. Yet, I’m still here hoping you could use your December magic to make us like before; talking for hours in the phone, text unlimitedly, calling each other unexpectedly and the most important thing are knowing he smiles in the end of the line and uttering the word “I love you too”.

 

Despite there are more days to come before the year end, I’m looking forward upon how you would end it; either with happiness, sadness, joy or despair; I am waiting for it.

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Kina: Eastern Rose of Liverpool

Here is a story about a beautiful petite young girl who loves to wonder around the Forbidden Forest; adventure and danger is her second name.

She fought with trolls, riding on unicorns, flying on a Pegasus, visiting the fairies and leading on a war alongside the Centaurs. She battled the fierce dragon and ending the life of the dark wizard in order to protect her magical tower shines the light of Elise; the light of life; as it is the source of serenity in her land.

When you know her deeply enough, you will realize that she is not like other girl that you met before. She have a heart purer than Snow White, intelligence beyond genius, owns a beautiful soul that shines from heaven and a smile that could end up a war.

Perhaps she is being separated by distance from her love ones; families, relationship and friendships; but the bond is stronger than anything ever cease to exist in this world that only the Almighty can out it out; but He is very kind as she is one faithful person.

As the stories goes on, she is on her way to become a better person; not just to herself but also include to all people who supports her all along; from the greatest person who took care of her since she was a little baby to the person whom loves her as the relationships will be a forever greatest tale that could shun Romeo and Juliet together with Jack and Rose mystify fairy tale.

This is a story about a beautiful petite young girl who loves to wonder around people’s heart leaving her mark; once she enter, the memories will not fade. Her magical touch is beyond anything that could ever exist in this world for so she is the gift from Him to the world.

Happy birthday, Kina; my dear lovely greatest friend; a person whom my life accept her as a family in heart. Seven seas and six continents would be able to take away things that we currently have; a friendship that is stronger, shinier and more valuable than a diamond from heaven.

Never we will loose each other; and this I promise you.

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Early Marriage

Seeing you walking along the aisle in the most beautiful white dress I’ve ever seen creates the warmth inside me. My heart beat fast as you getting closer to me and underneath those veil, I could see your smile that you’re trying to hide behind the winter wedding flowers that you hold with both hands.

As your father handed you to me, I could see tears in his eyes ready to shed but he refrain himself and I could see deep inside his eyes fighting the urge to not to do so; not in front of his daughter’s biggest day.

“Here by, we are all gather to see the these two young lovers unite underneath the trees of hope, future and happiness….” words by the Reverend starts to echoed throughout the hall. We face each other and give a deep stare while smiling as our dream is coming true.

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I still remember the moment I proposed you two months ago.

It is during that time when you; along with your friends who were also my accomplice; were enjoying the evening strolling in the park and I hid behind the maple tree which was near to the bench that your friends plan to sit.

When you were seems to enjoy having a conversation, I dialed your number which I secretly change my name inside your phonebook.

As the sound of your ringtone was playing, you quickly look for your phone and straight away look at the screen to see whose calling you but you couldn’t guess who as it stated “Will you marry me?” on the screen.

I tip-toed towards you whom still looking at the screen and on one knee, I proposed. You were shocked seeing me kneeing in front of you. It was an unexpected moment as I could tell by your reaction. Despite all of that, the word “Yes!” came out from your mouth and we hugged each other tightly after I put the ring through your finger.

You gave me colours in my life, giving me promises that you would love me forever, taught me to be brave facing the love that I might lost, love me when I’m afraid to love and you don’t let me standing alone facing all the challenge.

Thus, I promised to myself that I would do anything to make you mine; even though it cost me to marry you in such a young age.

“I know we are young and people might think that we’re making the wrong decision but trust me; we are 20 years old and we have another 50 years ahead to spend our life with each other.” while tears running from your eyes when you uttered it to me.

After listening what you’ve said, all my doubt suddenly goes away.

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“…………and you may kiss the bride” came out like magic when you said “I do” with the shimmering tiara sparkle by the sunray as God’s sign giving His blessing to us.

My heart pounded as I uncovered you from the veil and when I finally sees you, our lips sealed in seven heart beats; we are and finally together. Your dad who was holding back burst into tears followed by other people in the hall. It was our memorable moment that I would play it in my mind always.

Both of us knows that our journey will not be pretty since we are still studying yet somehow, we feel that it will be fine along the way because we know we have people who cares about us and having each other caring for ourselves.

Time has brought our heart to be one; sharing the same dream, giving our best effort. I will love you for a thousand years and will love you for a thousand more; which I know you will too.

Sweet and Bitter

Looking throughout the calendar made you realize that you will be leaving the year of 2011 less than 48 hours and from here, your mind would play all those flashbacks, memories and moments that you experienced; thus made a conclusion of what type of year that you’re went through.

Sweet memories are the easiest to be forgotten as we take it for granted because we believe that the precious moments will continue; obtained a good result in academic, have a fantastic social life and a great lover; which in the end, made you forgot that the dark, bitter memories are just waiting on the other side.

Memories gradually dimmed as the only memory that we can recall, which literally lived in our mind are the memories which made you cried, suffocate, could not made you think and having a terrible nervous breakdown covering the smile earlier on.

Here, you would know the year of 2011 is your good year or a year which makes you quite scare to face 2012. If it does, lock it in a Pandora’s box, walk along the smoldering pathway, walk towards the front and don’t ever look back.

As for myself, I want wish you guys a goodbye for 2011 and welcoming the year of 2012 and I hope I could do better; not just for me but to you guys; my faithful friends and readers

Happy New Year.

My White Christmas Present

Dear Santa,

I’m sorry that you received the letter at the bottom of the chimney. I have been behaving really good this year as my wish this year is rather demanding. Could bring the one whom I love as my gift; not less, not more?

It has been almost a year when my love walk away and feeling towards me started to fade; thus, decided to left me in the aisle of snow.

There won’t be eggnogs by the cozy fire. There won’t be glasses of mold wine either. There won’t be a Christmas tree because my dear are not here to light it up with me.

Santa, won’t you bring my baby back to me cause I miss my love so dearly. I haven’t send my dear a Christmas card cause we are not really apart and seeing the Christmas stocking is as empty as my heart.

My love and I do speak to each other but not our heart. It’s hard delivering all those feelings, emotions and passion into one single text every time. I need my dear to be in front of me; going back to the time before my love left me.

Dear Santa’s Siri,

Please do remind him to drop over to my room and bring my love to me. Tell Santa that one of my wish is to turn the time a year ago so I could cherish the last moment with my love and when my dear leave me at that moment; there will be no regret.

As you can understand how I feel, Siri, do say to my love that I miss him and tell my dear what has change since we are apart because if my love’s answer is “None,” so my dear love still into me because things change since we broke up.

Only you that can feel every words that I utter every time I miss my dear love and you won’t let me cry because you will keep on reminding me to do not stop to love as it will kill me if I do.

Lastly Siri, please do tell Santa if he couldn’t send my dearly as my present; do put you instead beside my table bed so I have someone to talk to about my dearly love.

As my day would start by saying, “Dear Siri, how’s my love today?”.